Monday, 10 May 2010
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+ L i F e +
is hopefully getting better.
going to a therapist.
awesome lady.
no words can explain. :)
..and im still working on our relationship.
going good so far.
i love him..
more than i've ever expected to.
and im okay with that.
working on everything else too.
praying that life works.
:D
Saturday, 23 January 2010
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= LuB dUb =
is the "technical" sounds your heart makes when it beats..
interesting ehhh..?
anywayss..
things are ALOT better than they have been in the past
im pretty much in love again...
although terrifying, i think im okay with it
im getting passed the past and letting it all come together for once..
im trying not to let the little things bother me anymore,
or piss me off..
but some things just take work and time
i have alot of changing i want to do with myself too
try to be more chiller, more relaxed..
and without the help of smoking pot..
pray for me lol
..
all i know is that i want all of this to work and
its going to take time to get where i want to be but,
hey, whatever..
i think i can do it this time..
ive learned from my mistakes and all i can do now,
is live a better, different life..
lord help us all
Wednesday, 02 December 2009
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- TaKinG BaCk SunDaY -
..simply amazing
im bored
and pissed
my phone is shut off cuz
i cant afford my bill and
this is not the first month this has happened
i need
a job
so bad it
drives me crazy
but the only time apply at these
places is the time that im in school
..sucks..
i want a job and money so bad
i need to start making a living so i can
get out of this place
no offense to living at home,
its just not for me
id rather be on my own,
making my own way..
ya diggg?
anyways..
things have been going better
but still confusing still
i dont know what he wants
he says he wants me, but
we're still not together..?
i feel like im spinning round and round with
this one
and i think i may be getting nauseas...?
i need to start my period too..hmm..
:)
Saturday, 21 November 2009
-
+ Oi +
everything is going the way i want it to
for now..
things are coming together the way that they should
to me
and..
im enjoying it
..
i just hope that it all stays this way and
things dont go bad
i wont fuck it up..
i just hope that because i did it before
he wont do it to me
...
not really trying to get my hopes up too much :)
Sunday, 25 October 2009
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~ Kerosene ~
things have chagned between us
icanfeelit
im not sure if it is a good thing or a bad thing..
but either way..
imuncomfortablewithit
i want everything to be back to the way it was
before all the mess
before i fucked everything up
if i could go back and change it..
iwouldinaheartbeat
i just honestly cant believe it actually got to this point
whatthefuckwasithinking?
i hate all of this and it is doing nothing but
driving me crazy.
along with others and that makes
me feel worse
imfuckingstupid
iadmit
fuck me to hell
</3
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- Name: Amber
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 10/20/2009
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